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I am strong, because I am weak...
I am beautiful, because I know my flaws...
I am a lover, because I have been afraid...
I am wise, because I have been foolish...
And I can laugh, because I’ve known sadness...
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21 Feb 2011

Another Letter

Something I found in my mailbox.

Sudah datang ke kantor sejak jam 08.15, ternyata belum ramai. Iseng saya lihat-lihat email lama di bawah label "Personal." Menyenangkan rasanya mengetahui banyaknya hal yang saya lakukan 2 tahun terakhir. Ada percakapan, ada konfirmasi tiket konser, banyak lagi. Satu hal lain yang saya temukan, kenangan yang bisa dianggap lucu jika diingat saat ini namun sangat menyesakkan saat dialami.

Meong, ini surat aku buat kamu dan Si Tikus beberapa waktu ke belakang. :)

Can't say that I fully understand this...
Well, as I said before... I'm quite oblivious and callous...
So I beg your pardon

I'll try to understand though, I'm not good at stuff like this you know...

Looking back to the time when we first met each other...
We were always together...
Laughing at jokes...
Sharing the same (or similar) misfortunes...
Being treated the same as a newby, underestimated, being the victim of uncertainty, false hope, and suspicious acts...

Then, as time goes by we grew apart...
Being busy with our selves, our jobs, our problems...
Then we started to be treated differently by the ones we once be the victim of...
And then, comes dishonesty, cowardness, and maybe prejudice...

@Fani... I love you, miss you, and wish that you can stay
Sorry for all the wrong I've did
Hope to see you again...
No matter what people thinks about you, be sure to know that there always be your friends that love and care for you...
And someday (I hope) there will be someone that put you in the center of his universe, and that you will be loved so dearly...

@Lily... I've wronged you the most I guess...
Especially the last few weeks...
You have always listen to me whining and you have not complain about it at all (well, not in front of me directly I guess )
You have proven yourself that you are a trustworthy friend
But when it comes to the ultimate test of trust, I betray you...
I misjudge you, partly because I am such a coward and that I'm scared that you will hate me and be distant...
But you know me better then I think you would, and then you found out I was lying after all...
And, maybe... just maybe... you hated me because of that...
I am sorry... (well, can't say it's enough to express my feeling...)
I'm sorry that I doubt your sincerity...
I'm sorry I did such dishonesty...
but I swear that I did it only because I was afraid that you would be unhappy because of it...

Finally, thinking back to the days the three of us were together...
There's such comfort feeling that cannot be replaced...
There's a fiery motivation that drive us together each and every time we come to the tests of our lives...
And those spirit I realize, I got it from you...
Because I knew, no matter how hard the day is going to be...
There always be this two girls that will comfort me...
I love you, miss you, and greatful that I met you on this criss-cross of life...
I owe you thanks because you have taught me everything I know and everything I don't know...

Thank you friends...
You guys! Sampai sekarang pun aku masih bersyukur karena sempat dipertemukan dengan kalian. :-*

1 comments:

alfanita_eo mengatakan...

girls...
aku juga sangat bersyukur udah dipertemukan sama kalian berdua...
both of you are my best friend that i've ever had...
kita melewati masa sulit bersama... masa bersenang-senang bersama...
aku berharap, persahabatan kita akan selalu abadi meskipun terpisah sama jarak...

i love you all girls...

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